I have been so busy with work last week and weekend! It is the busiest week/weekend of the year! On Thursday, I worked from 8 till 7:30 that night! And my boss even let me leave early! Then on Friday I was back at work at 8, running around all day. When I left around 4, I called the Mr. and broke into tears! I am talking big sobs! First off, I am NOT a very emotional person! Second, what the heck?! I am sure it's the hormones! I was just sooo tired! My poor husband had no clue what to say! When I talked to him later that night (after I slept for about 2 hours) he even said, "I figured the morning sickness would hit you, but not that!!" haha
I am better now :) After my breakdown, I watched House on t.v. and guess what? I cried! Tears just fell down my face! Who cries at House?!
So, then yesterday I had a panic. Is there really something in there??? I even have the heart beat monitor thing... The Mr. is better at finding the heartbeat than me, so I had him find it for me last night so I could listen. But that wasn't good enough. I then made him put it on his stomach just so I could make sure that it sounded different on mine. It did, but I still worry. My doctor told me I could come in anytime and she would check the hearbeat for me... but I really don't want to be THAT girl, plus there is only 2 more weeks until I go back for my appointment. I can make it. I just have to keep praying that God will take away this worry! I just need to remember to trust Him.
Am I seriously going crazy?!
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Been there, sweetie. :) I had a meltdown in Target the other day for no real reason at all. And I am THAT girl sometimes...the nurses at my office know me by name because I call with questions so often.
ReplyDeleteHang in there...we're praying for you guys!! :)
I'm praying for you and your little one! I hope your next appt gets here soon. :-)
ReplyDeleteYou can make it!! Ugh, the emotionalness has hit me on about 4 or 5 days so far, I hate it. Can't wait to hear when your appt is!!!
ReplyDeleteI don't think you are crazy at all. I'm super emotional all the time and I'm not even pregnant. Hope the time until your next appointment speeds quickly by.
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