Monday, March 8, 2010

Crazy girl!

I have been so busy with work last week and weekend! It is the busiest week/weekend of the year! On Thursday, I worked from 8 till 7:30 that night! And my boss even let me leave early! Then on Friday I was back at work at 8, running around all day. When I left around 4, I called the Mr. and broke into tears! I am talking big sobs! First off, I am NOT a very emotional person! Second, what the heck?! I am sure it's the hormones! I was just sooo tired! My poor husband had no clue what to say! When I talked to him later that night (after I slept for about 2 hours) he even said, "I figured the morning sickness would hit you, but not that!!" haha

I am better now :) After my breakdown, I watched House on t.v. and guess what? I cried! Tears just fell down my face! Who cries at House?!

So, then yesterday I had a panic. Is there really something in there??? I even have the heart beat monitor thing... The Mr. is better at finding the heartbeat than me, so I had him find it for me last night so I could listen. But that wasn't good enough. I then made him put it on his stomach just so I could make sure that it sounded different on mine. It did, but I still worry. My doctor told me I could come in anytime and she would check the hearbeat for me... but I really don't want to be THAT girl, plus there is only 2 more weeks until I go back for my appointment. I can make it. I just have to keep praying that God will take away this worry! I just need to remember to trust Him.

Am I seriously going crazy?!



  1. Been there, sweetie. :) I had a meltdown in Target the other day for no real reason at all. And I am THAT girl sometimes...the nurses at my office know me by name because I call with questions so often.

    Hang in there...we're praying for you guys!! :)

  2. I'm praying for you and your little one! I hope your next appt gets here soon. :-)

  3. You can make it!! Ugh, the emotionalness has hit me on about 4 or 5 days so far, I hate it. Can't wait to hear when your appt is!!!

  4. I don't think you are crazy at all. I'm super emotional all the time and I'm not even pregnant. Hope the time until your next appointment speeds quickly by.